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Okay so my last day of high school was yesterday, Friday. The crazy thing is, I don't know what I want to do with my life. At all. I have no drive, no passion for anything. So I'm not going to college. I mean, I wouldn't go anyways because I'm not the brightest crayon in the crayon box lol. I mean, I just BARELY passed. I had a guy text me the answers to the Constitution test and I had a teacher give me the answers to my English final. Soo.. I mean I USED to be smart, but that's a whole other story lol. So I guess I know I want to go to college EVENTUALLY, most likely for web design and shit, but for the first few years out of high school, I kinda want to party lol.
So, yesterday, on my LAST fricken day... some idiot SOPHOMORE had the nerve to STEAL my IPHONE 6 PLUS!!! like wtf!! I don't know WHO the person was, I only know it was a sophomore because I was taking sophomore gym as a senior, and during gym is when I noticed it was missing!!! I plan on getting a new phone tomorrow, but I may have to DOWNGRADE to a 5!!!!!
On top of this, I am 17 and will be turning 18 in 3 months. I now live with my grandparents because they took me in after I was locked up. Ya see, when I was gone for all them years it's because I was arrested for battery. Ya see though, I was arrested near Gary, IN but I've lived in Illinois pretty much my whole life up until that point, because I was raised in Chicago, and now I live in one of it's suburbs.
But anyways, I am 17 and will be 18 in 3 months. My grandparents literally treat me like I'm 4 years old. Like frfr. I obviously don't have a car, since I was locked up for so long. And they won't EVER let me go out with any of my friends. Ever. Like, I've been home since december and off probation since like january or february and since then i've only gotton to go out TWICE. with a fricken curfew lol so i only got to chill with her for like an hour or two.
And the crazy thing is, my grandparents are RACIST. as helllll. and all of my friends except for that one are black. and i can never see them EVER.
and the crazy thing is, my grandparents dont like that i like black guys. and that if i married one they wouldn't come to my wedding. so in august i'm disowning them since they can't love me for me. whatever. i'm pissed. that kind of ignorance pains me. screw them.
and theyre being soooo slow about me getting a car. it's probably cause they know i'll NEVER be home and because they know i hang out with black people.
ya see my BEST BEST friend is black, but they like HER though. so why cant they give anyone else a chance? whatever. the thing is, i can like never ever see my best best friend ever because she lives like soooooo far away. she lives in indiana. she's from detroit, michigan originally though and she's even thing about moving back there. and when i say she lives in indiana, i don't mean gary, i mean like in central to south indiana.
and my grandparents live in a sub division for old people, so when i came home, and the office found out, now we're being evicted. which is good because all 3 of us want to move. so they asked me where i want to move and i said closer to chicago so that's where they're looking now, but they are being soooo slow about the whole thing. like, they wont call the real estate or pack or anything. honestly, the office will most likely forget about us and we wont even move at all. so that means im going to stay in the susburbs for the rest of my life and ill never have access to public transportation.
on top of this, i cant even get a JOB and make MONEY without a job and my grandparents refuse to let me get a job before we move. NEWSFLASH WERE NOT MOVING. they're literally idiots lol. and i mean i need their permission cause they'll be the ones that need to drive me to work since i have no car, see.
and on top of this i get social security, which means they could use that shit as an excuse to keep me in the house when i'm 18. they can literally betray me. like really? i don't know if that's they're plan or not but MY plan is that I'm going to call them before THEY do, and make sure that when I'm 18 i get my best friend to be my payee. And then she'll just give me all my money lol.
So, yesterday, on my LAST fricken day... some idiot SOPHOMORE had the nerve to STEAL my IPHONE 6 PLUS!!! like wtf!! I don't know WHO the person was, I only know it was a sophomore because I was taking sophomore gym as a senior, and during gym is when I noticed it was missing!!! I plan on getting a new phone tomorrow, but I may have to DOWNGRADE to a 5!!!!!
On top of this, I am 17 and will be turning 18 in 3 months. I now live with my grandparents because they took me in after I was locked up. Ya see, when I was gone for all them years it's because I was arrested for battery. Ya see though, I was arrested near Gary, IN but I've lived in Illinois pretty much my whole life up until that point, because I was raised in Chicago, and now I live in one of it's suburbs.
But anyways, I am 17 and will be 18 in 3 months. My grandparents literally treat me like I'm 4 years old. Like frfr. I obviously don't have a car, since I was locked up for so long. And they won't EVER let me go out with any of my friends. Ever. Like, I've been home since december and off probation since like january or february and since then i've only gotton to go out TWICE. with a fricken curfew lol so i only got to chill with her for like an hour or two.
And the crazy thing is, my grandparents are RACIST. as helllll. and all of my friends except for that one are black. and i can never see them EVER.
and the crazy thing is, my grandparents dont like that i like black guys. and that if i married one they wouldn't come to my wedding. so in august i'm disowning them since they can't love me for me. whatever. i'm pissed. that kind of ignorance pains me. screw them.
and theyre being soooo slow about me getting a car. it's probably cause they know i'll NEVER be home and because they know i hang out with black people.
ya see my BEST BEST friend is black, but they like HER though. so why cant they give anyone else a chance? whatever. the thing is, i can like never ever see my best best friend ever because she lives like soooooo far away. she lives in indiana. she's from detroit, michigan originally though and she's even thing about moving back there. and when i say she lives in indiana, i don't mean gary, i mean like in central to south indiana.
and my grandparents live in a sub division for old people, so when i came home, and the office found out, now we're being evicted. which is good because all 3 of us want to move. so they asked me where i want to move and i said closer to chicago so that's where they're looking now, but they are being soooo slow about the whole thing. like, they wont call the real estate or pack or anything. honestly, the office will most likely forget about us and we wont even move at all. so that means im going to stay in the susburbs for the rest of my life and ill never have access to public transportation.
on top of this, i cant even get a JOB and make MONEY without a job and my grandparents refuse to let me get a job before we move. NEWSFLASH WERE NOT MOVING. they're literally idiots lol. and i mean i need their permission cause they'll be the ones that need to drive me to work since i have no car, see.
and on top of this i get social security, which means they could use that shit as an excuse to keep me in the house when i'm 18. they can literally betray me. like really? i don't know if that's they're plan or not but MY plan is that I'm going to call them before THEY do, and make sure that when I'm 18 i get my best friend to be my payee. And then she'll just give me all my money lol.
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