Do any of you remember when I went to the doctor because of my muscle pain and such? Remember how I got my blood drawn?

I have yet to hear back about results and so I asked my mother, "Ma, have you heard anything about my blood test?" and she said that unless I have twenty five dollars, I'm going to have to wait until she has the money to pay for an appointment. So uh, they won't tell her over the phone? I mean, really... why do we have to make an appointment just to hear...

I am so nervous for Monday. I start school on Monday.

I don't think I'm ready for my summer to end.

I am a junior. Most of my friends are seniors or graduating on fast track...

I'm going to be left alone...

My friend doesn't have the same lunch as me. We don't have any classes together...well we do but it's not one we can talk in. It's keyboard, and I play on playing the keyboard, not talking in that period, yah know? Besides...