It came in a huge package! I just got it.

700 something pages. holy shit. Due June 14th...

I know what I'll be doing tomorrow besides on chat. READING.

See that girl over there,
She's put herself through hell and back.
Don't worry, she can handle herself.

She burries herself in books,
Shoves her pain away with food.

Don't worry,
She's just dying inside.
Nothing she can't hide.

She smiles a bit,
But only if you knew.

She's not strong,
Vulnerable and weak,
Attention she craves.
Any kind,
Good or bad.

Don't...

I think I will take a nap. I woke up at 6am today, and went to bed like at 1am or something. So I enjoyed talking online yesterday. Made me go to bed with sweet dreams.

Anyways... yeah gonna take a nap cause I feel kind of faint.

I am not as innocent as I may seem.
This white rose facade
Is just a game.

I've done things that I regret.
Wish I could take things back.

I won't deny,
The things I have done.

I'm ashamed of myself,
I can't stand to look myself in the eye.

I am happier today. But I wont tell you why. That's my little secret to keep, mind you.

I have something in the toaster oven. i left it alone..

Caitlyn if she sees this will probably ask me if I still have a house. lol