I dont know which outside dog of mine did it. But one of the adult dogs brought in a parasite yesterday. The girl puppy caught it. She almost died today because she was so dehydrated and blood sugar went so low. the vet said the possibility of the male puppy having the parasite as well is very high.



I don't want to lose these puppies.

and my dad is now in the hospital. Why does life hate me?

Do any of you remember when I went to the doctor because of my muscle pain and such? Remember how I got my blood drawn?

I have yet to hear back about results and so I asked my mother, "Ma, have you heard anything about my blood test?" and she said that unless I have twenty five dollars, I'm going to have to wait until she has the money to pay for an appointment. So uh, they won't tell her over the phone? I mean, really... why do we have to make an appointment just to hear...

So you know how i sent that message last night on facebook to Cali(the one who's in charge really)?

Well this morning she sent a message back.

She said I didn't sound like myself and that she worried.

Now I couldn't really tell her that "I just feel like slipping in quickly and getting what I need, and going home to sleep." So I told her I was okay, and I told her that my parents weren't very keen on me staying until like nine at night --which...

Orientation is Today.

Oh my gosh. Ah. I wish I had not said yes to helping out. ah.

I just want to message Cali with a lie, say "Sorry. Cant do it." But I can't fail her. NO!

I have to suck it up. I can do this. It's just Im so impatient. I can't wait for my thirty minutes to come so I can get into that crazy line and get my schedule!

Ah.

HOW did I get swept up into this? :S

Bleh.
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Today was a good day. Barely did anything in the volunteer work besides make letters and cut them up for this teacher.

oh and I talked some with Kaleb. He complimented my hair! He was like "Did you do something with your hair?" "Yeah. Highlights!" "I like it!"

Ahhh. lol..

oh and he's so funny. he was making a face at these papers which he needed to file and I was like "Whats with your face?" and he...