Save me from the inner workings,
save me from the torment.

There's a lot going on,
Can't seem to breathe.

I can't see straight.

My eyes cloud over,
Blinded by these tears.

The red marks on my wrists...

Save me.

Can't breathe.

Can't stand.

Can't fight.

I am stuck.

I can't keep going on like this.

No one sees me...

Omg. I loved it! It was amazing. There's two...no three more numbers. Number ten and number nine was a surprise to me. I didn't expect them. Moreover, didn't expect number ten. I always felt that Ella was special but I didn't know she was THAT special.

Ah. Will Sam and John(Number Four) reunite? Will the Numbers win this battle?

I hope they win. ahhh.

I can't wait for the Rise of Nine( I think thats what the third book is called). I want to read that...

So I got the book in the mail last night around like 8pm or so. And i started it. I am like on chapter 6.

God. I love it.

Ahh. I cant believe it took me months to get the book. lol

On the fourth day, I finished the 870 page book. I loved every word of it. Okay, maybe not Sirius death. I did not want him to die.

I almost cried as I read that scene. I knew it was coming, as an ex friend had already spoiled that to me when I was on the third book, but still I did not want it to be so! oh, Sirius, why. Oh, why.

I read that scene when I was in Algebra 2 class. So I guess, you can assume that I had to keep my tears to a minimum or...