...

It's quiet tonight,
Not a being in sight.

The hallow is empty,
and no noise is echoed.

I have a voice,
but it's not heard.

The room is dark,
Can't see a thing.

I'm blind,
Oh, I can't see a thing.

I'm deaf,
Sounds don't reach me.

But am I dead?
No. Not yet.
But I'm slowly getting there.

Forgetting the world
as I lose myself.

Drowning in deep thought,
Suffocating slowly;
So hard to breathe.

Turning purple,
Losing color.

Fading away,
Blind and alone.

I'm lost,
No light at the end.

I disappear,
and leave no remain.

See that girl over there,
She's put herself through hell and back.
Don't worry, she can handle herself.

She burries herself in books,
Shoves her pain away with food.

Don't worry,
She's just dying inside.
Nothing she can't hide.

She smiles a bit,
But only if you knew.

She's not strong,
Vulnerable and weak,
Attention she craves.
Any kind,
Good or bad.

Don't...

I am not as innocent as I may seem.
This white rose facade
Is just a game.

I've done things that I regret.
Wish I could take things back.

I won't deny,
The things I have done.

I'm ashamed of myself,
I can't stand to look myself in the eye.