These last few days, I have been going to sleep way too late. Last night probably the latest. I meant to go to sleep at like 3:30am at the dot last night, but there was this person on messenger who had a bone to pick with me. Well, yeah. I stayed. and it was pointless. How dare he judge me, and lecture me. And the most annoying thing was when I said if he could stop giving me a lesson, was that he said "I can, if you learned it."

So I am like thinking What-the-hell. I...

It hurts to know that the friendship I had with her has ended. It hurts whenever I pass her in the halls, and we just stare at each other, like we weren't best friends until a month ago. It hurts. It hurts how fast I was replaced. It hurts so much. I know it shouldn't hurt as much as it hurts. I know I shouldn't have allowed myself to get close. Nothing good ever happens to me. Nothing. And when something good does happen to me, it never manages to stay for long. Never ever. I am just not that lucky....