You are an amazing person. Caitlyn(Madame_x agrees).



I am happy that you are my friend.

You are wise. I bet you are beautiful. i bet you have brown eyes. I bet you like green!

hehe I bet you are smiling.

I just remembered something. Today at lunch, my friends and I started singing "Unfaithful" by Rihanna. I smiled, and trust me, it's been weeks since I smiled and meant it. Who knew hanging with people you can be yourself with actually helps with depression? I know now. Anyways, it was so awesome. One of my friends had commented that it was so cool how we all started singing like a mini choir. Another one noted that one of us were off tune but that didnt matter to me.
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Remember the three poems that I posted yesterday? Remember the boy I used to blog about? Well i showed him the poems.... my friend noted that his smile as he read my depressing work slowly transformed into a frown. This boy rarely frowns. I swear.

Anyways, later this afternoon, as I walking to the bus, I asked this other boy, who is my friend, if he has ever had bad thoughts. Depressing bad thoughts. he said everyone has them and the best thing to do is to not put yourself in the...

Today was the first time I saw Friends.

It was a really good episode.

Oh that reminds me...not really... but I want to talk about the following.

On Thursday, or was it Wedensday..whatever... anways... on one of those days, at lunch, at the table, my friends and I seemed to open up. I told them about my troubles in life. How I only knew my birth mother for one day. My friends told me about their problems with their parents. My friend who is in a group...

The guy I like. He told me he has never been on a date as in boyfriend girlfriend. My friend and I asked him if he would ever ask a girl that he likes out. He said no. I was like why?

He told us that he needs to know if the girl is dating material and if shes worth his time. Also that he's kind of shy. He also added that when he was a ninth grader, a girl thought he was gay. He's not! Hahaha. thank god.

And... when he left for a quick moment, I pulled my friend, Destiny...