Due to the fact I haven't been an active member of this site in god-who-knows-when, this blog post will likely not be in interest of anyone here, but I'll post it anyway because I like to write about myself to myself.

This year has been an absolutely horrible school year.

My grades are abysmal and I still have a month to go.

I have not accomplished anything and it feels like I'm in a repeating cycle of nothingness. I have gone home everyday and done nothing...

SO today I checked out this depressing book called "Get Well Soon". It is really good! It matches the mood I was in for a while.

So far that I can tell its about this overweight insecure girl who is put into a mental house because she wants to die. She writes letters to her friend to keep herself sane... yeah thats all I know so far but the cover said "Who said Depression had to be depressing?"

This book...I swear. Will be my favorite.

Remember the three poems that I posted yesterday? Remember the boy I used to blog about? Well i showed him the poems.... my friend noted that his smile as he read my depressing work slowly transformed into a frown. This boy rarely frowns. I swear.

Anyways, later this afternoon, as I walking to the bus, I asked this other boy, who is my friend, if he has ever had bad thoughts. Depressing bad thoughts. he said everyone has them and the best thing to do is to not put yourself in the...

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