At first I was not going to do it. I was so nervous. This is how I did it.

I wrote on a sticky note, "hey um...can I admit something to you? I have been wanting to tell you but I have been afraid of losing your friendship..."

He had said sure, and so I wrote on another sticky because I could not get the right words out.

"Uh well since last year...I have liked you.. and I still do..."

Good news is that it did not wreck...

Today at lunch it was just the boy I like and me. Destiny had went home early or something. He was doing his homework while I ate. and we were having some conversation.

I might tell him how I feel tomorrow if I find the chance. No matter what the outcome may be.

I will never know what could be if I never try to succeed what I want.

I know that if I get rejected I will probably be a little bitchy, moody, and outright sad, but it would be better than living...

Maybe I will tell the boy that I like that I like him on Friday(that way if I get rejected, I have a weekend to get over it).

I asked him today what he would do if a friend of his told him she likes him, and if he would stop being her friend.

He said something along these lines, "No, Id still be her friend, but I'd let her know if I dont return those feelings"


Should I do it? should I tell him that I like him? Should I?

The guy I like. He told me he has never been on a date as in boyfriend girlfriend. My friend and I asked him if he would ever ask a girl that he likes out. He said no. I was like why?

He told us that he needs to know if the girl is dating material and if shes worth his time. Also that he's kind of shy. He also added that when he was a ninth grader, a girl thought he was gay. He's not! Hahaha. thank god.

And... when he left for a quick moment, I pulled my friend, Destiny...

Well its not a date date but it is a day to go out with him!
I asked him if he would want to go to wonderworks one day with me because I have these tickets that wont expire so we can pick a date that works for the both of us.

I am so excited and happy.

He said sure! That he would love to. <3

Gah! So freaking happy.

You have no idea how happy I am right now.

Ah yeah!