My birthday is on Monday and I'm always excited to celebrate my birthday, but this year I'm not all too hyped about it. I don't know why but I'm just not. I'm excited to turn 15, but not that it's my birthday . . .

My parents aretaking me to the Universal CityWalk and we've already been there (last time we went, it was with my cousin Patrick) and I'm not all too excited.

I asked my mom if she could convice dad to let BooBoo (my 9yr old cousin) come with us because it's

I am that type of person who will listen to moody songs when I'm sad and just don't feel like an upbeat song. This particular song makes me sad because it reminds me of my cousin Patrick.