mmm I really want him...

I love his electric blue eyes. I love his smile. I love the shape of his face. I love the sound of his voice. I love his nature of being. He is such a gentleman. I love his hugs; they make me feel warm and protected.

Too bad, we're just friends. He knows how I feels, and I know he doesn't feel the way I do. At least, we're still friends, I suppose. But my heart is aching for more.

Remember the three poems that I posted yesterday? Remember the boy I used to blog about? Well i showed him the poems.... my friend noted that his smile as he read my depressing work slowly transformed into a frown. This boy rarely frowns. I swear.

Anyways, later this afternoon, as I walking to the bus, I asked this other boy, who is my friend, if he has ever had bad thoughts. Depressing bad thoughts. he said everyone has them and the best thing to do is to not put yourself in the...

AYE!!!! I JUST MADE MILKSHAKES... So why aren't the boys coming to my yard?!?! :c ... -.- apart from the fact that it's 11:15 p.m there should be a freaking crowd of boys at my yard >:c no me gusta yo. Not cool. ... Forever alone ... SIKE!! the boys are all over my freaking yard!!!!! ... no...

Today at lunch it was just the boy I like and me. Destiny had went home early or something. He was doing his homework while I ate. and we were having some conversation.

I might tell him how I feel tomorrow if I find the chance. No matter what the outcome may be.

I will never know what could be if I never try to succeed what I want.

I know that if I get rejected I will probably be a little bitchy, moody, and outright sad, but it would be better than living...

Maybe I will tell the boy that I like that I like him on Friday(that way if I get rejected, I have a weekend to get over it).

I asked him today what he would do if a friend of his told him she likes him, and if he would stop being her friend.

He said something along these lines, "No, Id still be her friend, but I'd let her know if I dont return those feelings"


Should I do it? should I tell him that I like him? Should I?