I keep forgetting that I am no longer known as ashbee, but as ocean_crumbles.

I love my new username, I do, I do. xD Its just.... I used ashbee for everything. I had been ashbee since I was on dollwar. I think for at least four years I had been ashbee.

It feels different. not being ashbee anymore.

You know what i mean?

Guess what, guys!?

My new friend was in the same spot as yesterday!

I found her!

I JUST added her on facebook.

^__^

Yup. :3 hehe. I officially have a new friend.

Open your eyes, clear the smoke from your eyes,
and maybe you'll see,
The world as it truly is.

The black and white keys of the piano sing a downful melody;
The world choses favorites, and it's favorites get the best,
while the rest are forgetten.

The cloulds turn gray as they fill up with tears,
until they can hold no more.
One by one, these clouds start to cry,
and they cry for so long that the world starts to flood...

The year previous and ones before,
Always ended,
With me in a downpour.


It always seemed,
Things would never change,
No matter how hard I tried.


And there I would stay,
Standing under my own cloud of despair.


I never thought,
The sun would ever shine through,
That the grayness would be too strong,
Too strong to allow such light in.


Always I assumed,...