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I miss my grandpa so much

Posted 12-01-2019 at 01:20 AM by ocean_crumbles (Behind The Looking Glass)

So my grandpa passed away on Friday. Like 2:49am. And I miss him so much. We also can’t make ends meet now because we relied on his money that he got to be able to afford the house. Grandma is taking this very hard. We went to the funeral place the other day to discuss arrangements.

I don’t want to believe that he is actually gone.
It hurts so much to admit that my grandfather is gone.
Everyone keeps telling me that he’s in a better place and that he’s not in pain...
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End of Life Hospice

Posted 11-27-2019 at 11:01 AM by ocean_crumbles (Behind The Looking Glass)

For the past few months, We have been dealing with my grandpa in hospice care. The past days have been the worst. he is in a coma stasis state.

They said he can hear us but can't respond and no one can wake him up and this is him transitioning....

and I asked what does transitioning mean...

and they said pass away.

I don't want my grandpa to pass away

But it is too real now.

He's not there anymore
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Midnight Thoughts. Advice wanted

Posted 09-09-2019 at 12:31 AM by ocean_crumbles (Behind The Looking Glass)

I recently went back to Dunkin and called out the last two days at Popeyes because the manager at Dunkin offered me more money on the spot if I came in that day. How was I supposed to let that offer just go away?

But I feel bad emotionally about it. I still want to stay at Popeyes for now as well but I also want to be where the better pay is. Plus Dunkin is so much closer to me...

But I am feeling sad because Popeyes is like a family and I loved working with almost...
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Down a Rabbit Hole

Posted 09-06-2019 at 04:19 AM by ocean_crumbles (Behind The Looking Glass)

I logged on here after what felt like weeks and I decided to look at the threads that were posted in that seems interesting and ended up down a rabbit hole...

This was a bad bad rabbit hole.

I found myself reading old arguments between users on here with me and old VMs...

and feeding into my sadness and depression...

into my belief of being unwanted and a glitch...

Despite all my successes and what I have overcome...
...
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*Trigger Warning* untitled poem

Posted 02-08-2019 at 08:50 PM by ocean_crumbles (Behind The Looking Glass)
Updated 02-12-2019 at 01:58 PM by Melissax

Trigger Warning: This post contains content that may be triggering for those who are sensitive to suicidal imagery. Please don't read further if you find such content triggering. ~Staff

Useless….
…..Selfish…
Too much….
….Immature…
Not enough…

Red…
Drip...Drip… Drip.
Black…
...Total Darkness.

Suffocation…
… rope tied tight.
Feet dangling..
….. Off the edge
Of the stool.......
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