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My mind is twisted

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Posted 03-01-2013 at 12:22 PM by sexiiblueyes

I seriously am so stressed out and worried right now.
My relationship is just eating away at me.
I am getting so miserable and depressed.
I've tried everything I can to try to get him to do something!
I mean seriously, does he care or doesn't he?
I'm not asking him to be someone he is not.
I'm not asking him to change who he is completely.
I just want him to show me that he cares.
I want him to give me attention, kiss me, goof around with me. Be my best friend & the one I love.
Help me clean the house, help take care of things, help take some of the stress off of me.
I get so lonely and feel so heartbroken.
I shouldn't feel this way being with him.
Now it's my first day of work & all i can think is.. what is he going to do when I'm not around?
Will he have another girl over to MY house while I'm working?
He just keeps acting like such a lazy ass.
And he just keeps showing me he doesn't give a crap about the relationship.
I don't feel like he feels the same way about me.
And he's done so much to me, and so much behind my back.
How can I trust him?
But I don't want to leave him without knowing for sure that it's the right thing to do.
I am the type of person to fight for the one I love & never give up.
So I'm stuck in a really hard situation right now.
Should I stay or should I go?
I don't know.
And right now, nothing can be done til I set up my hours at work to go with daycare, which I would also have to set up.
Because when I got hired yesterday, they are flopping me from day to night.
And daycare is only during the day.
So I at least have to work there for awhile to ask for the specific hours.
One of the things they really liked about me was the fact that I was available at any time.
So I am not screwing that up right away. lol.
Ok... So I'm done venting.
Ugh.. just take my pain away please

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