She doesn't understand me. She doesn't try to understand me. She hurts me physically and emotionally. I am a mess. Sometimes I wonder why she doesn't just end me! Why does she make me suffer.

I don't get it.. why.

She's so closed minded. She doesn't try to understand where I am coming from. She makes my life a living hell. Heck, hell doesn't even exist, but she sure does make it exist here! I don't even believe, at least not as strongly as her. You know what she did...

Good morning or Good night? Aha. I have yet to go to bed. I really can not. I can not go to my bed tonight. We just got my room painted and the smell is still very strong and I have things on my bed.

I will be sleeping on the couch tonight.

I am listening to music. Downloading some songs.

Loud songs. I love songs that block the world out.