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Posted 04-10-2013 at 12:28 PM by itsmik3y 
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Posted 04-10-2013 at 10:47 AM by ankacris
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Posted 04-06-2013 at 07:55 PM by ocean_crumbles 
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Dealing With Depression.
That's what i do.Quote:Originally Posted by spurzchic
Hi Mikey - for some reason your situation moved me deeply, and it brought tears to me eyes! See, I have been where you are and it is no easy task to get over it when it all feels just so wrong. When I was at my lowest, all I wanted to do was sleep, because like you there I felt safe, there I could be happy and forget about all the things I couldn't stand in my life. I did some things I am not proud of just to keep myself numb. I slept even during class and was in the nurse's office so much cause no one could figure out why I was so out of it all the time. Like you I never considered suicide an option, but I was just so alone and sad and I knew I had to make a change somewhere to make it feel right again.
I don't know what the answer is for you, but I am praying you find it. The thing that saved me was writing. I don't mean typing, I mean actually writing. I sat for hours in my bedroom with pens and paper and just wrote... every day for months on end. While I wrote I would cry, scream into my pillow with so much anger and sadness. And one day, I noticed the pain was a little less. And so it kept going, till I could eventually function normally again. I don't know what it was about the actual writing it all out process that helped, but it did. I hope you find something that will help you, and I hope it happens for you soon, Much love and support!
i just write everthing down.Posted 03-23-2013 at 02:10 PM by itsmik3y
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Dealing With Depression.
i'm sorry you feel that way mikey
i think you should talk to someone/get help. i feel like it's worth mentioning that there are other ways to remedy depression besides doctors and stuff. i'm not a doctor so do your own research, but i would recommend st john's wort. i've lost track of how long i've been using it but it's really helped me with my mood and i just feel like a positive, normal person now. it takes a few weeks to kick in, but studies have shown it can be as effective at treating mild-moderate depression as antidepressants. and it's cheap too, for me it averages out to less than $8 a month. it's worth a shot, if you look into it and decide it's something you'd like to try, just remember that it can take as many as six weeks to build up and actually work.
but if that's not for you, good luck bb. you deserve to be happy.Posted 03-22-2013 at 05:37 PM by zombies
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Dealing With Depression.
I don't really like your first three lines because you shouldn't be judging whether or not someone else really is depressed. But considering the rest of this blogpost. I am honestly sorry you feel that way. Get help.Posted 03-22-2013 at 04:57 PM by ocean_crumbles
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Dealing With Depression.
Hi Mikey - for some reason your situation moved me deeply, and it brought tears to me eyes! See, I have been where you are and it is no easy task to get over it when it all feels just so wrong. When I was at my lowest, all I wanted to do was sleep, because like you there I felt safe, there I could be happy and forget about all the things I couldn't stand in my life. I did some things I am not proud of just to keep myself numb. I slept even during class and was in the nurse's office so much cause no one could figure out why I was so out of it all the time. Like you I never considered suicide an option, but I was just so alone and sad and I knew I had to make a change somewhere to make it feel right again.
I don't know what the answer is for you, but I am praying you find it. The thing that saved me was writing. I don't mean typing, I mean actually writing. I sat for hours in my bedroom with pens and paper and just wrote... every day for months on end. While I wrote I would cry, scream into my pillow with so much anger and sadness. And one day, I noticed the pain was a little less. And so it kept going, till I could eventually function normally again. I don't know what it was about the actual writing it all out process that helped, but it did. I hope you find something that will help you, and I hope it happens for you soon, Much love and support!Posted 03-22-2013 at 12:07 PM by spurzchic
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Posted 03-16-2013 at 01:16 PM by guiding-light
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Posted 02-05-2013 at 04:47 PM by mum2beansprout
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Boyfriend Just Left Me (bc)
That's shocking! Mikey, you're better off without him. If he cheated, he doesn't deserve you. <3Posted 02-05-2013 at 02:47 PM by brokentears_
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Boyfriend Just Left Me (bc)
I'm so sorry sweetie. Aren't you glad he is gone though?
I mean he was cheating on you.. so weren't you going to leave him anyways?
I'd say you deserve better, but omg everyone always says that. So you already know you do. lol.
Things will get better. Maybe you will meet a new fun guy for valentine's day.
One who deserves to be with you and who doesn't cheat or lie.Posted 02-04-2013 at 08:49 PM by sexiiblueyes
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I GOT THE JOB! (bc)
I'm just going to apply some random place right now since it seems a lot of people are getting jobs lately so I have to get one too hoefully I get the good luck
Posted 01-31-2013 at 06:58 PM by hidingbutterflies
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Posted 01-31-2013 at 02:22 PM by smilingeyes
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Posted 01-31-2013 at 02:14 PM by _xkilltonight
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Posted 01-31-2013 at 01:03 PM by angieluvboo
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Posted 01-31-2013 at 12:43 PM by strobelightss
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Posted 01-31-2013 at 12:32 PM by hollyx
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It's Just More Attention On Me :)
I love how you always see the bright side of things! Well done Mikey!Posted 01-24-2013 at 02:22 AM by timeofmagic
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Posted 01-23-2013 at 08:32 PM by hidingbutterflies
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This Is What I Get Derepped & INFRACTED for.
Yes He Did.Quote:Originally Posted by safam998
C'mon ashley he did not mean it that way! it was just a joke i guess..Posted 01-19-2013 at 08:16 PM by ocean_crumbles
