Can't be perfect. :| I'm cryyying
Sometimes I feel like I am a failure in my mother's eyes. Like the way she talks. It makes me feel like nothing I do is ever good enough for her. She wants perfection; and I can't give her perfection.
She was like you have some good and bad, and thats okay. but when the bad gets more than the good I dont want that. Like I don't do anything bad. I get my schoolwork done on time, and get great grades( I don't mean to brag but I'm smart). So I spend a majority of my time on the internet on a doll site. I enjoy it. It makes me happy, mother. Why can't you understand that?
I washed my plates. I don't want to wash everyone's. That's NOT my responsibiity. Isn't what I do enough for you?
Why do you want me to change? Am I not enough?
if you want a perfect daughter, I'm so sorry that I can't be that perfect daughter.
Im so sorry that I didn't turn out being what you wanted. I'm so sorry you seem to regret adopting me. I'm sorry I can't be perfect. I'm sorry for making mistakes. I'm sorry for being me.
I'm crying right now.
She was like you have some good and bad, and thats okay. but when the bad gets more than the good I dont want that. Like I don't do anything bad. I get my schoolwork done on time, and get great grades( I don't mean to brag but I'm smart). So I spend a majority of my time on the internet on a doll site. I enjoy it. It makes me happy, mother. Why can't you understand that?
I washed my plates. I don't want to wash everyone's. That's NOT my responsibiity. Isn't what I do enough for you?
Why do you want me to change? Am I not enough?
if you want a perfect daughter, I'm so sorry that I can't be that perfect daughter.
Im so sorry that I didn't turn out being what you wanted. I'm so sorry you seem to regret adopting me. I'm sorry I can't be perfect. I'm sorry for making mistakes. I'm sorry for being me. I'm crying right now.
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chin up, love! you'll be ok, and you're pretty amazing to us, Ashley. <3Posted 07-09-2012 at 05:57 PM by smilingeyes 
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aww thanksQuote:Originally Posted by smilingeyes
chin up, love! you'll be ok, and you're pretty amazing to us, Ashley. <3
Posted 07-09-2012 at 05:59 PM by ocean_crumbles
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Yea, u are amazing ashleyQuote:Originally Posted by smilingeyes
chin up, love! you'll be ok, and you're pretty amazing to us, Ashley. <3
Posted 07-09-2012 at 06:04 PM by catattack
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aww thanks :')
Posted 07-09-2012 at 06:10 PM by ocean_crumbles
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ashley don't worry! your mom will eventually realize that even though she wants the best for you, you're a human being so you can't do everything exactly like she wants. hang in there!
Posted 07-09-2012 at 07:51 PM by puravida
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Quote:Originally Posted by puravida
ashley don't worry! your mom will eventually realize that even though she wants the best for you, you're a human being so you can't do everything exactly like she wants. hang in there! thank you, Kaethe! And I'll try!
Posted 07-09-2012 at 07:54 PM by ocean_crumbles
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you're pretty amazing, i'm sure! it'll take time hon! everyone else said everything I was going to say! Be strong! ♥
Posted 07-09-2012 at 08:25 PM by sunsets-and-glitter
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thank you♥Quote:Originally Posted by sunsets-and-glitter
you're pretty amazing, i'm sure! it'll take time hon! everyone else said everything I was going to say! Be strong! ♥
Posted 07-09-2012 at 08:30 PM by ocean_crumbles
